Just so Effing Tired....
Apr. 30th, 2008 08:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I've been holding things together for the past six months -- work, the house, family, dog....
I'm in pain and I'm tired of doing EVERYTHING -- packing, unpacking, taking daughter to school, taking daughter to the doctor to try ONE MORE EFFING TIME to find out WHY she gets sick so often, I'm tired of postponing my time off YET AGAIN because other people's concerns are more important than the fact that I'm so burnt out that I'm barely functioning, I'm tired of trying to sell the effing trailer while my husband just sits and bitches about having to pay another month's lot rent --- YES, he broke his hip last December, but why the heck couldn't he pick up the phone and do some of this MONTHS ago????
WHY IS IT MY JOB?????
I'm just so tired of it.
I'm in pain and I'm tired of doing EVERYTHING -- packing, unpacking, taking daughter to school, taking daughter to the doctor to try ONE MORE EFFING TIME to find out WHY she gets sick so often, I'm tired of postponing my time off YET AGAIN because other people's concerns are more important than the fact that I'm so burnt out that I'm barely functioning, I'm tired of trying to sell the effing trailer while my husband just sits and bitches about having to pay another month's lot rent --- YES, he broke his hip last December, but why the heck couldn't he pick up the phone and do some of this MONTHS ago????
WHY IS IT MY JOB?????
I'm just so tired of it.
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Date: 2008-04-30 08:02 pm (UTC)I'm sorry, but I had to laugh out loud... ;-).
It sounds so funny even though it is NOT... But really - I know what you mean. I though my completely body would give up at the beginning of January (but then we had to move), than I thought about letting go in February (but then we were still moving) and finally I supposed, the best time to escape from the wolrd would be March - but nope... we had to prepare a business trip to Turkey. Well - I HAD a kind of breaktdown on my birthday in April which was the worst birthday ever but I didn't have much time to recover either - because my son and my husband got ill...
So... What does it say? Important things first... ;-).